Thursday, October 31, 2002

I'm crazy, I know. I haven't blogged in over a month, and here it is at 1:24am that I've finally decided that I have something to say.

Actually, I don't really have anything to say.

Rather, I was just looking at Chrissie and Jean's webpages, and for some reason, I was suddenly overcome with extraordinary guilt for not blogging more earlier. What could I possible be doing with my time anyway, especially now that I only have on job, right? Well, guilt affected that, too. My boss practically broke down when I told him that I was leaving, so my heart caved and I agreed to stay on through Reunion Homecoming Weekend. Big mistake! My life has been crazy as hell from my last entry of September 21st through just last week on Monday, October 21st. That's right - I was crazy enough to stay A WHOLE 'NOTHER MONTH wrapping up my job after I decided to quit. And boy, I felt sympathy for my boss, but they sure work you to death once they realize you're leaving!

I'm a sucker.

Oh well. I'm finally living a semi-normal life as a person with one job, and slowly, I can feel myself recovering from being overworked. I'm still in a sort of shell shock (sometimes, I find myself just sitting down, completely spaced out and utterly exhausted), but I think it won't be long before I'm back to my usual smiling self. Can't wait for that to happen 'cause I sure am tired of feeling tired. Felix's mom has been especially cute; she's called me recently to see how I'm doing and encouraging me to get more rest. Mom-in-laws can come up with some great ideas sometimes! And along those lines, I am OFF to bed. Zzzzzzzzzzzz.....